I want to have this with you but I don’t feel like you’re the type to do any of this. I want to feel special, I mean what girl wouldn’t right?? I haven’t felt that way yet. It’s not like i don’t like it, but i feel like i try to cater to your every need and none of mine have been fulfilled. For once I want to feel like I’m the one who’s special… I just don’t know how to tell you this.
I kinda miss performing. When I was little my mom used to force me to dance. But now that she doesn’t I kinda wana do it again. Hmmmmmmm
Feeling so far apart with people you were once majorly closest to. Like all their effort into talking to you and updating you about their lives daily is now something that doesn’t happen too often. It makes me feel like I’m old news, like I’ve always been here and somethings telling me inside that they’re not as fond of me compared to when our relationship with each other first started.